Gematria Calculation Result for b to my selfhatred jm on Reduced

This is calculated by summing each letter's value: b(2) + (0) + t(2) + o(6) + (0) + m(4) + y(7) + (0) + s(1) + e(5) + l(3) + f(6) + h(8) + a(1) + t(2) + r(9) + e(5) + d(4) + (0) + j(1) + m(4).