Gematria Calculation Result for creating messages made me cry badly on Reduced

This is calculated by summing each letter's value: c(3) + r(9) + e(5) + a(1) + t(2) + i(9) + n(5) + g(7) + (0) + m(4) + e(5) + s(1) + s(1) + a(1) + g(7) + e(5) + s(1) + (0) + m(4) + a(1) + d(4) + e(5) + (0) + m(4) + e(5) + (0) + c(3) + r(9) + y(7) + (0) + b(2) + a(1) + d(4) + l(3) + y(7).